After 30 years of training, it was time for Goran to sit down for a well-earned rest and discover what sitting on a cushion and staring at a wall could reveal about the martial arts. And life. His journey led to a new dojo, a new sensei, and the writings of a Zen master that made no sense. But slowly, he got to grips with this ancient practice of body and mind that was less spiritual, and more real, than anything he’d imagined.